This month's been a troubling month... Ever had the feeling that in your life Murphy's law tends to get the drop on you more often than other people? Ever had that feeling that almost everything in your life seems to go wrong at that exact time in your life when you welcomed none? If you have, then we share something in common, i guess.. This month is wierd.. first all seems promising, with a new sparkling job, with a strengthened sense of purpose in life, and with a renewed faith in a better future, then all of a sudden all of those seemed to disappear in a poof of smoke.. i really have no idea why tho.. have i ever wronged someone in a way that they cast a voodoo higgly-jiggly wally wally boom boom spell on me to make me more miserable than i already am? have a done something in a past life that god suddenly decides to make me pay for it in full now? i honestly do not have the answer to that question..All i know is that it's a downslide.. and i guess the only lucky thing is that it still hasn't spiralled out of control yet.. God! i hope not..

Well.. i managed to scrounge up the speed to complete a spread of the jobs i need to do today..(Some good news at last, i wager) and i guess it's a better term considering that on a normal day i'd be struggling to finish my job..Hmph! And to call myself an editor...Well.. age makes you wiser, i guess, and i suppose in some ways or another i am improving somewhat. In times like these sometimes i wish i had my old college friends with me.. I suppose it's really too much to ask for something that happened so long ago. I miss them all, i guess.. Especially when i recalled that they were the ones that helped me through all those young college phases that all of us had to go through.. Hell, they stayed that way right up until long after we finished, which earned them a place in my heart until the day i meet my own end and meet god.. I wish them well, always..

Time to be master and commander of my own fate now.. got to get back to work..